Wednesday, April 19

Name

Yesterday a makcik saw my IC and asked me what is the meaning of my name. And I smiled. 

Habrah = Kebahagiaan = Happiness.

But I feel a struck of pain inside my chest.

Can I live up to my name? When can I finally relate and be one with this name? I am so weak. I am always weak since as far as I can remember. I am a coward. I am always a coward since then. I am insecure. I always feel insecure in no matter what I do.

When can I finally say that I am truly happy and truly have that Habrah?

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