Tuesday, September 27

Piercings

My piercings are a little over a month now, everything seems fine and Alhamdulillah I am still alive. Good job to myself for surviving the first month *pat on the shoulder

1/ My earlobe piercing is almost two months which means it is more than six weeks already. So I changed to my new black stud because I keep on touching it and hit it that it feels a bit painful at times. All is good when I changed it but yesterday there is some weird smell when I touched it and I read somewhere on the internet that once in a while I should take it out before shower AND SO I DID. 

It feel all good to finally remove it and to wash it properly. Until when it is time to put it back. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. When I tried to put it in, the back side seems closed already and the stud cannot go through my earlobe and there is this little pain when I try to push it FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK PANIC ATTACKKKKKKK and I gave it a little more push and there you go motherfucking good lord it didnt hurt that bad. 

And the same goes to the other side. 

But all is good now. Promised myself not to take it out anymore for a while. And only do it once in a while to clean it BUT NEVER LEAVE IT FOR MORE THAN 20 MINUTESSS BECAUSE IT MIGHT GET CLOSEDDDDDDD

2/ My other baby is doing fine :)

Tuesday, September 20

Z

Tiba tiba teringat dulu masa form 2, ada sorang member ni nama Z. Kawan baik jugak lah, sekelas dengan aku. Biasa lah malam sabtu memang malam bebas so aku dengan Humai pergi lepak dekat kelas je usha usha perilaku manusia.

Long story short, si Z ni tiba tiba macam confess dekat. Aku macam bladidefakwat??! Masa tu dekat kelas Gamma ingat lagi aku. Tiba tiba dia macam melutut dekat aku - what? Entah macam mana pulak kemudiannya kitorang duduk dkt pintu belakang kelas aku, aku duduk la atas kerusi macam biasa. Dia pulak tiba tiba macam duduk melutut mencangkung gitu.

Takde apa pun. Saje teringat sebab baru lepas nampak dia dekat Facebook. Lawok ahh rasa. Tapi dia baik. Aku tak ingat kenapa aku tak suka dia dulu. Aku bagi alasan aku nak belajar la apa la padahal tak lama lepas tu ke sebelum tu aku couple dengan F. Cambodooo.

Kesian dia. Lulz. Nanti aku hantar kad hantaran aku dengan U k.

Thursday, September 15

I will not kiss you



If you find this not beautiful, then I don't know what is.

Tuesday, September 6

For all the joy that is to come


It is a small memories out of 2016. It was brief but it was nice.